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Im always super self conscious about saying I want to slim down - Cause if people dont already percieve me as a fat glob, they do now.
I told Emory that a few months ago, I was sitting around saying how I wanted a job & money & now Ive got both. Id love in a few months to go “Remember how I was sitting around saying how I wanted to be skinny & cute & now I am?” [Cause if I get skinny, Im gonna be kinda full of myself lol] I hope I can work my thighs off. I want to wear that tiny swim suit - I want to be light enough for people just to lift me up - I want to be so pretty that I drive him nuts. I want my legs to be little enough that wearing dresses & skirts & shorts make me look pretty.
My arms suck, but theyre not my priority.
Today:
Not my best, but still better than I have been. Id love to resume bike riding tomorrow - I want these legs to be trim, not jiggly & a little gap between them would be nice too, but mostly just trim.
